Horrorful

[Sonia]

[mix] of [Horrid] and [Wonderful]

[Guest]

The full spectrum of An all around unimaginable act of horror causing feelings of terror or ailments such as in specific psychiatric malfunction (ptsd) in those affected by such act or acts.
The burden of bearing witness to the public decapitation was a scarring and horrorful weight that triggered bouts of panic attacks and dementia inbedded visions.