Anomie poseur

[Kai]

[anomie]·poseur
an·o·mie or an·o·my
n.
Social instability caused by erosion of standards and values.
Alienation and [purposelessness] experienced by a person or a class as a result of a lack of standards, values, or ideals: “We must now brace ourselves for disquisitions on peer pressure, adolescent anomie and rage” (Charles Krauthammer).
po·seur
n.
One who affects a particular attribute, attitude, or identity to impress or influence others.
put together, its the [posering] of feeling like an outcast. or pretending to be diffrent